Crocket, Mary,

How she died, how I lived / Mary Crockett. - ix, 402 pages ; 22 cm.

On the eve of Kyle's sentencing a year after Jamie's death, all the other Chosen Ones are coping in various ways, but our narrator is stuck. She's still trying to figure out why she gets to live, while Jamie is dead. Now she finds herself drawn to Charlie, Jamie's boyfriend--knowing all the while that their relationship will always be haunted by what-ifs and why-nots. How do you go on living when you know it could have been you? Maybe should have been you?

13+ years.

9780316523813 (hardback)

High school students--Fiction.
Dating (Social customs)--Fiction.
High schools--Fiction.
Young adult fiction.